it's okay~

with power comes responsibility..

how true can that be?

This last few days have been hectic..
my schedule is completely packed,
walking back from way beyond my borders from 12 to 1,
and sleeps around 2 to 4,

i have become numb
with doses of..
it's okay,
it's alright,
I can do it if i stop complaining;
instead to start to believe in my capabilities,
how all these are God sent answered for my prayer..

once in a while,
i wish to be love and to be love back,
to embrace loves one and to be embrace back,

yet to me all these are weaknesses,
so i turned away from them,
for fear of addictive dependency ,
of fake illusions blinding me from the ugly truth

at the end of the day,
the last thing i said to myself still is,

"It's okay. It's alright. "